//Bob Holmes – Contemplative Monk//
Heart of Wonder
Ascension Presents – Prayer Ain’t Easy
Growing up Fr. Mike thought prayer should be like soaking in a hot tub. He didn’t understand why it was so hard when he tried it.
It took him a while to learn that, as the Catechism says, prayer is a gift of grace and a determined response on our part. Prayer always presupposes effort. There’s always some kind of engagement when we properly pray to God. It’s not just about soaking in God’s grace. The required effort in prayer is difficult more often than it is not. Prayer is a battle against ourselves and “the wiles of the tempter who does all he can to turn man away from prayer” (CCC 2725).
Over time, Fr. Mike discovered that prayer needs to be more than a momentary time where we seek solace and closeness with God. We need to constantly acknowledge our relationship with God throughout the day, just as a husband and wife are constantly thinking of each other. Then when we do set aside time to simply be with God, it happens more naturally.
If you want to improve your prayer life, make the intentional and faithful decision to live the same way outside of prayer as you do within prayer.
Read “The Battle of Prayer” section in the Catechism.
Sermon Notes – June 27: Never – Ever – Give Up
“Never – Ever – Give Up”
Father Peter Fitzgibbons
June 26 – 27, 2021
Gospel: Mark 5:21-43
What is the greatest gift our Lord has given us? The gift of Himself. He offers us the perfect gift of love. Why? Because He loves us and wants to draw us closer to Him. He really wants to give us that gift, sometimes more than we really want it. But, since you are all here, I imagine you all want His gift. Unfortunately, we have people in our lives who don’t seem to want it. They go off the reservation. They turn their backs on everything their parents did for them and sacrificed for them. It breaks your heart. But, you pray and sacrifice for them anyway, don’t you?
We are supposed to pray constantly. Saint Peter said that the devil is always prowling about seeking the ruin of souls. What do we pray for? A lot of times when we pray, we pray too small. We pray for those who do not like us. We do not pray that they will have a heart attack or suffer any other kind of injury. Instead, you pray that their souls may be converted or that you may have the strength to not choke the living you-know-what out of them when they are around. We pray for a lot of good things. The ultimate good thing is eternal salvation. This is the eternal good we should pray for…both for ourselves and others.
What’s the definition of insanity? Doing the same things over and over and expecting different results. We are human and not angels, so it is frustrating when we don’t see the results of our prayers right away. We like things immediately. Even the coffee maker isn’t fast enough for us. Remember the televisions that we had to wait on to warm up? Can you imagine that now? When we do not see the results of our prayers right away, we think they are not working. We give God a hard time, because we want what we pray for today. However, God’s ways are not our ways. He tells us to never be discouraged by prayer. Maybe God said “No.” If so, it is probably good that He did, because instead of giving us what we ask for, He gives us a greater good.
Always say a prayer for yourself and your own salvation and another prayer for the salvation of others, especially your family. It may take years and years to see any results from your prayers, and you may get more grey hair and worry lines. You may get fed up and write them off, and that may be necessary if they have other problems. But still pray for their salvation. God never gives up. You never know what He has in store, so do not get discouraged when praying for family and friends. One of the side effects of prayer is that it changes us. We develop a deeper trust and resignation to the will of God. In today’s Gospel, people said “the child is dead” so do not bother. They gave up. But, Jesus said, “If I gave you these small things which are not the best, why would I not give you the big things if you ask for it?”
You never know what God will do, and I’ll give you several examples. One is Saint Monica and her son, Saint Augustine. Saint Monica never gave up on Saint Augustine, and he did a lot of crazy things. He couldn’t write about it very well, and his confessions were boring as heck. He’d put you right to sleep. Still, he did a lot. Then, you have my own family. My oldest brother and evil twin brother moved away from the faith, but they both received last rites and entrance into Heaven. Who knew? Through prayer…my mother’s prayers, my father’s prayers, and my prayers, I was able to do their funeral Mass. Another example is one that I remember quite clearly. I was at Presbyterian Hospital in the Oncology Unit, and I had three patients on my list to see…two on the left and one on the right. I thought, I’ll go see the patient on the right first. So, I went into the room and introduced myself as the Catholic chaplain for the hospital. The patient’s husband said, “Father, my wife is dying. Will you give her the Last Rites?” So, I gave her the Last Rites. I anointed her and right where the ritual states “at or near the moment of death,” the woman took her last breath and died. I looked at the nurse who shrugged her shoulders. So, I said, “Go forth, Christian soul, from this world in the name of God, the almighty Father, who created you.” When I came out of the elevator that day, something had told me to take a right turn instead of a left. I had not seen these people before that day or after. Another time when I was at Atrium, I was walking up the stairs, more steps for my heart, and a nurse asked me if I was a priest. I said “Yeah.” Go figure, huh? Actually, I’m the pastor at a Baptist church, and I’m just trying to confuse everybody. Anyway, the nurse said she was going to call me about a patient in ICU who was dying of cancer. I never saw the patient before and I never saw her after. Saint John Vianney, the Cure of Ars, had the gift of reading souls. One day while he was taking a walk, he saw a woman who approached him. She said, “Curate, you have the gift of seeing souls.” Sometimes. “Remember my husband? He is dead.” Saint John said, ”Yes. I’ll offer him a prayer.” The woman said, “He fell off a bridge and drowned. He was an evil man. He’s in hell isn’t he?” Saint John said, “I don’t know.” The woman was irate and said, “You don’t know? What do you mean you don’t know! He hit me, he spent money, and he drank!” Finally, after she had finished unloading all her vile on him, Saint John said, “There was a lot of time from when he left the bridge and until he hit the water.”
Imperfect contrition is the fear of God’s punishment and is sufficient to get you into purgatory and eventually into Heaven. Even saying “I’m sorry” is enough. So, we do not know what will happen. We will find that out only if we get to heaven. Remember, we have control over that. Everyone in hell is a self-made man or woman. I’m not sexist. So, keep up your prayers for all of those who need His love. That’s the way to love.
Now, I am not much. I’m not that bright, but I can read a calendar, so I know my sell-by date is rapidly approaching. I pray for a happy death and that God will allow me in heaven with all my sins and faults. I pray that I will see the rest of my family. So, never, ever, ever stop praying. We never know how it will end. Remember, God wants your family, friends, and enemies in Heaven more than even you do.
How will you apply this message to your life? No matter what, keep praying for yourself and your salvation and the salvation of your family, friends, and enemies.
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The Key to a Happy Death
The key to a happy death is not a long and fulfilled life—it’s a life of gratitude for the time given.
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We often forget that this life isn’t owed to us. Every breath we take is a gift from God, who is holding us in existence at this very moment. Once we start to think that this life is owed to us, that in some way we deserve it, we will become ungrateful for the time that is given, even if we’ve lived a long and happy life.
Today, Father Mike explains how to fill your life with gratitude, and how that will prepare you for a happy death.
Sermon Notes – “When a One Man Band Gets Hit in the Butt by a Beer Truck, the Music Stops“
“When a One Man Band Gets Hit in the Butt by a Beer Truck, the Music Stops“
Father Peter Fitzgibbons
Holy Thursday – April 1, 2021
Gospel: John 13:1-15
Without the institution of the priesthood, the gift our Lord gave the apostles would have ended when He took the human nature He received from the Blessed Mother to Heaven on Pentecost. When a one man band gets hit in the butt by a beer truck, the music stops. He took the human nature of the apostles and made them into Christs. This was part of their ordination at the Last Supper….to continue the gifts of His love and the fruits of His sacrifice and to feed His people with His most Precious Body and Blood as they were fed. The hands that fed the apostles of Christ so too are the hands that feed you when the priest gives you Holy Communion. The priest acts in persona Christi, in the person of Christ, to feed you the exact same body and the exact same blood. Outward appearances vary, but it is the same Christ who feeds you. It is the same Christ who enters your soul through participation in the Sacraments. It was so great an honor for the apostles, that He reminded them when He washed their feet. Washing feet was a dirty, disgusting job that was left to slaves to do. But, Jesus showed them His humility and told them that they must do the same. “You have been given a great gift. I have chosen you; you have not chosen Me. I have chosen you for the possibility of cooperating with the grace of great teachers, healers, and evangelists of the world. But, to do so, you must be like Me who humbled Himself by taking the form of a slave. You, too, must be willing to do the work of a slave.”
This gift I have been given as a priest, which has been passed on from generation to generation, is not for me. It’s not a reward for my parents for raising a nice little boy. It’s not a reward for me for passing all my courses in seminary. I really did. My degree was not honorary, contrary to popular belief. I really earned it. This gift is not a reward because I could pass tests. It was given for you so that you may have Christ in you and the fruits of His death given to you. It was given so that you could receive the fruits of the Mass by being fed His body and blood. It was given so that your souls could be washed in His blood in the Sacrament of Penance. It was given so that you could be united in the Sacrament of Marriage, strengthened in Confirmation, and healed on the way to salvation by receiving Last Rights. In the past week, I have administered five. It’s been an interesting week. But, this gift is for you. The gift of priests is a gift to the Church. To bring salvation and the gift of the Real Presence of our Lord, body, blood, soul, and divinity in the Most Blessed Sacrament. This is our faith. I am vowed as a priest to protect it with my very life. Priests never talk about that vow. They talk about the promises they made, but they never talk about their vow to protect the Most Blessed Sacrament.
God loves you so much and wants to be with you to help you bear the crosses of this life so that you may have eternal life. That’s His great love. That’s why He gave these gifts to the Church. That’s why He instituted the priesthood – not for me so that I could have a fancy title before my name, but to administer His Sacraments, to teach, sanctify and lead people to Him. These gifts were given for you so that you may have life and have it to the fullest. And, one day after courageously bearing your crosses, and not only courageously bearing them, but getting back up after you’ve fallen, you will enjoy the fullness of His love. Pray for that last Sacrament to be given.
As Saint Simeon said, “Now let Your servant go in peace; Your word has been fulfilled.”
Sermon Notes – The Law of Physics
The Law of Physics
Father Peter Fitzgibbons
March 6 – 7, 2021
Gospel: John 3: 14-21
A lot of people quote scripture in their arguments, and that’s very good. It’s what you should do. However, when you do, you have to know and understand scripture. You have to be accurate, because good intentions can lead to very bad things. People say, “The death penalty is immoral, because in the Old Testament it says, “Thou shalt not kill.” So, we cannot have capital punishment, and we cannot go to war? Look at the laws of Israel; they had the death penalty on the books. So, you are saying that they got it wrong from the time of Moses for a 1,000 or so years before Christ came? They went to war all the time. “But, God said, “Thou shalt not kill.” He said thou shall not murder or take life unjustly. Under the 4th and 5th Commandments, you have an obligation. Under the 4th Commandment, you have the right to self-protection, and under the 5th Commandment you have a moral obligation to protect those who cannot protect themselves. If you want to get the living you-know-what beat out of you, be my guest. Be a conscientious objector…it’s your right. However, you have no right to aggregate that right to someone else. “Oh, I don’t believe in violence, so I’m going to watch you get the living you-know-what beat out of you.” No, no, no. That’s a grave sin.
Now, I have lulled you into a false sense of security, I’m going to give you a pop quiz. What makes this building special…besides the collection? It’s not a “what” that makes it special; it’s a “Who.” Who resides in this place that makes it so special? It’s the physical presence of our Lord Jesus Christ in the Most Blessed Sacrament. That’s what makes this place special. This is His house. He is physically present here. This is where God resides in every Catholic Church which is the new temple. The temple is the Presence of God and the Holy of Holies. We are blessed, because when we come here, we can speak to God face-to-face like Moses did…as one person speaks to another. At the old temple, the Arc of the Covenant, inside the Holy of Holies, only a priest at a certain time could go in there. Jesus said, “You have forgotten what this place is. Yes, you have the sacrifice as required by law. But, you didn’t have to bring it inside the temple.” That defiled the temple. That’s why our good Lord went crazy and decided to do a little church renewal. I heard someone say that Jesus preached nonviolence. I don’t think so. He kicked behind. He went in to the temple and drove out a lot of people. He said, “Get out of My House. My house is a house of prayer.” Our souls, too, as much as the temple was, and the Church is, are meant to be God’s house of prayer. And, until God is present in our souls, we will never be happy.
Jesus preached violence against sin. Remember when He said, “If your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away….And, if your right eye offends you, pluck it out.” Yes, that’s hyperbole. However, we are called to use violence on our souls. We are not called to maim ourselves like having an extra piece of chocolate cake…you don’t need it. That would be a sin against both the 4th and.5th Commandments. However, we are supposed to use that same level of violence to protect from defiling the temple that we carry within us which is our souls. Oh, by the way, now you know why I ‘shush’ people who are talking in church, chewing gum, using their cell phones, and everything else. The Presence of God is here. This is His resting place. This is where He wants to come to us. We are supposed to do violence to anything that would impugn or impede His presence in us and drive Him from our souls…whether a person, place, or thing…the three sources of temptation. We are supposed to do whatever is necessary to rid of ourselves of anything that threatens His presence in our souls.
The Law of Physics says that two objects cannot occupy the same place at the same time. So, God cannot abide in our souls at the same time sin is there or the attraction or affection for sin. We are supposed to use violence against ourselves to preserve the beauty of our souls. Not physical violence, although that has been done. Saint Francis of Assisi was tempted by impurity, so he rolled himself down a hill of thorns. So grave is the abhorrence of sin, that he went to that extreme. So be violent against sin. Realize the great gift of His presence that we have. If you are having trouble with that, come see me in Confession, and I’ll get rid of that stuff for you, and you’ll be all set.
People complain about so many things in the world. “Oh, people don’t have a computer.” “Oh, people don’t have this or that.” You know, it’s been that way since the beginning of time. What people need is God. Mother Teresa didn’t have a computer. She had one change of clothes. She seemed like a pretty happy woman, didn’t she?. She had nothing else except God in her soul. Our souls are meant to be ready for God’s presence. Like the temple in the Old Testament and like our beautiful church which is a testimony, by the way, of your great love. Everything here is your love for our good Lord made present. We must do what is necessary to make our souls a resting place for Him to come and dwell within us. Realize the gift of Him that dwells in your soul. The same Him who dwells in the Blessed Sacrament. The same Him who dwells in the temple. The same Him who dwells in Heaven. And, when you realize that gift, and achieve the constant realization of that gift, you will do anything to preserve it.
How will you apply this message to your life? Will you rid your soul of whatever hinders God from residing there?
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Sermon Notes – ReGift Your Blessings
“Re-Gift Your Blessings”
Father Peter Fitzgibbons
July 18 – 19, 2020
Scripture: Matthew 13: 24-43
Last week, I was talking to you about faith. Faith is a gift asked for by our parents, given to us by the Almighty God at our Baptism, and increased by reception of the Sacraments. He gives us the gift of faith as well as the various talents we all have. Now, in this parish we are blessed with abundantly talented people…far more than other parishes in the diocese. To do what? To make us feel good? No. If they make you feel good, that’s a side effect. Your gifts are meant to be used to witness to the world and to bring people to the light of truth and the light of love…to make His presence and His love known. The talents and abilities God has given you, no matter how insignificant or small, no matter the field, whether it’s like Frankie with music, law enforcement, or Felix with drugs (he’s a pharmacist…he really is) are to be used to manifest His love. You may be thinking, “Well, Father, you have an important job.” But, this is what God assigned me to do. Whatever your field, bring that message to people by using your talents. Why? The Corporal and Spiritual Works of Mercy come to mind. God gives us faith, because He wants us to come to His salvation. But, He also wants us to cooperate with Him and work for salvation of the world. If we have faith, it must be brought forth in works to testify about His glory and the love that God has for us. If you look in the Epistle of St. James, he says “show me your faith without works, and I will show my faith to you from works.” You may be thinking, “But Father, you’re a priest, it’s easy for you to do that.” No…sometimes, I don’t feel like doing it…I’ll tell you the truth. But, whatever talents you have… whatever vocation God has assigned to you…whatever your stage of life…whether you are a brain surgeon or street sweeper; husband or wife; mother or father, elderly or young, bring your love and let it manifest. Even the suffering and inconveniences we have can be offered up for the salvation of souls. Because of her gift of faith, Saint Theresa de Lisieux was able to do the smallest actions with great love.
There will be an accounting of how we used our gifts. Look at Matthew 25:35-36 for the final exam. What does it say? “For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, a stranger and you welcomed me, naked and you clothed me, ill and you cared for me, in prison and you visited me.” Well, good news – you’re not in prison or they just haven’t caught you yet. Being in prison means you didn’t have a good lawyer or you did something incredibly stupid. But, you have the gift of freedom. So, go visit someone…not now while we’re in this hotbed of COVID…but after. If you are healthy, that is a gift from God, so there should be some gratitude on your part. How is gratitude best demonstrated? By visiting the sick. If you have extra clothing, that means you have a job and an income, so give to someone who doesn’t. This is how you will be judged…by sharing the love that He has given you. God gave us the gift of faith for a reason. He wants us to bestow that gift of faith, to manifest it, by using whatever vocation or talents we have. Use them prudently, spend a lot of time in prayer, and receive the Sacraments frequently. This is how we will be judged…by the gifts we received and how we used those gifts. This is how we show our Faith.
I broke the law the other day. As I was walking through the Geriatric Unit at the VA Hospital, I recognized a patient who had been a Navy nurse in Vietnam. She’s in solitary confinement. That’s real suffering, especially during this time when solitary confinement means total lockdown. I said, “How are you, sweetheart!” She had this beautiful smile, so I looked both ways and gave her a kiss on top of her head through my mask (a COVID kiss). She just smiled, and when I told her that this never happened, she laughed. This is how we show our faith and share His love. It’s also how we will be judged. God will say, “I gave you this great gift. I gave you the gift of Myself. I gave you the gift of My love. I asked you to share My Love with other people so that their souls might be saved. So, what have you done with this great gift I gave you?”
How will you apply this message to your life? Will you use your faith and talents to help others in need? Will you show them His love?