“Let Your Light Shine”
Father Peter Fitzgibbons
February 8 – 9, 2020
Scripture: Matthew 5:13-16
One time, while I was overseas, I was visiting a field hospital and going through the wards. I was about to leave when I heard on the radio that an aircraft had crashed, and mass casualties were coming. So, I told my assistant, Bubba, an 18 year-old soldier, that we were going to stay. Very quickly, Murphy’s Rules of War kicked in which state: You always have more than enough of the enemy, more than enough problems, but never enough of you. So, I gave Bubba a down and dirty course on how to be a litter carrier. When the casualties arrived from the heli-pad, Bubba brought them in and got them all settled. The sights, sounds, and smells were different from what most people are used to. Bubba came up to me and asked, “Sir, sir, what to do you want me to do, sir?” I said, “Turn your head, go outside, get some air, and come back.” This wasn’t my first rodeo. He said, “Thank you, sir!” That young man went above and beyond the call of duty; he did everything I asked him to do and more. He was a soldier, and even though he wasn’t a happy camper and did not want to be there, he did his job. He showed those people what a soldier does, and he was courageous. Unfortunately, we had to send him home. His wife had been a royal pain in the butt for years, and I don’t think the marriage lasted. I have always wondered what happened to Bubba after that. But, he impressed me that day.
Bubba was only doing what I asked him to do. Likewise, we are only doing what Christ has told us to do. We are called to be souls for Christ and to let our light shine before men. We are to be disciples by living a holy life and doing corporal works of mercy. People need to see the light which is the light of Christ in our hearts. They will see the light of Christ shining in our actions. This is how we can evangelize. What gives you the strength, the motivation, and the zeal to carry your crosses? It is Christ. It’s not about us; it is the light of Christ that is supposed to show. We spend time in prayer with our family; at Mass, at mortification…I won’t have that extra piece of pie. This is how we keep the flame of faith alive in our hearts. People will see the light of Christ in us even though we aren’t aware of it. As Saint Francis said, “Preach the gospel always; use words if necessary.”
People sometimes will say, “Father, we want to help you with your work.” Well, would you like to visit a prison? “No.” Why not? “I’m uncomfortable in prisons.” Great! So is everybody else. Now you will have a sense of belonging. Just don’t eat the fish….just saying. We will know them by their actions, especially in those situations we find the most unpleasant, even repugnant. It is Christ who asks for our love, among the screams, smell of blood, and leaking body fluids. It is Christ who is asking…begging…for our help and our love. This is how we sow seeds in the world. This is how we evangelize.
In theory, I’m supposed to have an evangelization committee on my parish council. If I had a parish council, I’d think about having an evangelization committee. But, I don’t. You are my evangelization committee. I’m only temporary, and when God takes me out, life will go on. You are Christ’s evangelizers. He wants to send YOU, not a committee.
What does a committee do? Well, first of all, they need money, and they take yours. They kill some trees and give you a piece of paper that nobody reads telling you what you should do and then they all go home. Job well done; boom! But, it doesn’t accomplish anything. All diocese committees are worthless…they are absolutely worthless. I don’t see them going to the prison with me; I don’t see them going to hospitals or nursing homes; Lori doesn’t see them coming in to help her; the Misfits don’t see them coming to help them. Yet, they’ll tell us what to do. Thanks a lot…I’ve already got plenty to do. Okay?
I’ll tell you one more story before we get on with Mass about how I saw the love of Christ. I was visiting a woman who had bone cancer. It was terrible, and she had been in pain from the beginning. Although her son was a war hero, and had medals and stuff on the wall, he wouldn’t go into his mother’s room. He just sat there. Hey hero, get your butt in here and take care of her. Instead, his second wife went in and gave suppositories and did whatever was needed for someone so drastically ill. She had not gone to medical or nursing school. She learned everything on the job. You know what she did afterward? She went into the bathroom and threw up. I happened to be there at the time. Was Christ in the room taking care of that sick woman? You bet. We are sorry for what that courageous woman went through, and we are called to imitate her.
You keep the light of Christ burning brightly by your prayers, devotions, rosaries, Mass participation, penances, and confessions. Know that when you go into that sick room, you are doing it for Christ and not for yourself. When I was a seminarian, I was working with a priest who was teaching me how to be a hospital chaplain. We walked into a patient’s room and the smell was so obnoxious that I walked out into the stairwell and gagged. I told my father about that first experience. It was a really bad move. The word “sympathy” was not part of my father’s dictionary. He said, “Son, when something like that happens, you go out, gag, throw up, and go back in and take care of that person. You are not the most important thing in the world.” I have passed that advice onto other chaplains. Nowhere in scripture does Jesus ask us how we feel. He asked the apostles what they thought all the time. Christ tells us what to do. How do you feel about that? I don’t care how you feel; I care about what you do. You are the light of the world. Let people see your actions; and see the love that He inscribes upon us.
If someone says, “Hey, you said a nasty word.” You can say, “Yeah, I’m not perfect, but I go to confession and ask for forgiveness for my sins.” And, if you hurt someone, ask them for their forgiveness. But, please, unless you are Brenda Lee, don’t say, “I’m sorry…so sorry.” Instead, say, “I have sinned against you, and I ask for your forgiveness.” You would be surprised at the looks you will get. “Well, nobody has ever asked for my forgiveness.” As a result, they will see the light of Christ shining through you, and that could be one of the greatest ways to evangelize…to share the experience of the forgiveness of Christ as He has done for you in the Sacrament of penance. You can show the love of Christ to others.
How will you apply this message to your life? Will you let your light shine so that others can see Christ in you?